:: 28 November 2012 ::


28 November 2012

Today is my birthday..
When i was in 10 years old, i just wish to go in this day..
How i wish to grow fast and be a woman that can stand on their own feet..
How i wish to grow fast and solve all my problem by myself..
The day that i can make my own decision..
The day that i can do whatever i want..

Now, when the day come..
I don't know what should i feel..
Yes, i'm happy because most of my wish become true..
I got what i want in 25 years old..

But i realize something..
From the time being..i become a strong woman..
But in this situation..i lost my happiness time..
All the things that happen..i have to face alone..
Nobody will help u when your age already 25..
You must stand on your own feet..
Yes..i feel tired and wish to go back to 10 years old..
How an ungrateful person am i..huhu

So my wish today :

" i just hope i will find someone that can lend his shoulder to me when i want to cry..lend his ear when i want to story..lend his smile when i sad..lend his motivated when i'm down "
" i just hope will find someone that will always say - it's ok, i always by your side - "

:: my shadow ::


kali ke 3 hati menangis kerana dia..

sentuhannya mendebarkan..
senyumannya membahagiakan..
kata-katanya menceriakan..
perbuatannya menyenangkan...

hari terasa suram tanpa'y di sisi
hilang pedoman..
hilang panduan..
hilang tawa..
hilang senyuman..

tak sedar bila cinta ini bersemi..
tak sedar bila kasih ini tersulam..
tak sedar bila jiwa ini di tawan..

what can i do if something i want won't never be mind?
what can i do if i cannot forget him?
what can i do if i cannot trying to get him?
what can i do?

he just a shadow in my life..